Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Broken

I'm a bad blogger. I am. I keep saying I'm back and then I just disappear again. I'm sorry. I love this blog. I do. But I just lost something last year that I can't seem to get back again.

There were many more interviews I planned to do and ideas that just got lost. That's where I am right now. Lost.

My mind kept telling me I was fine and ready to get back to what I was doing before I lost so much, but then I just find myself sliding right back down. I'm still broken.

That's not to say I can't find my way out of this. There's still a spark there. I'm just waiting for it to grow back into that fire that used to blaze through me.

It will happen again. It's just going to take time.

I'm sure many people have given up on this blog and I don't blame them. But if you're still around, and still reading this, then thank you. I appreciate it. And one day some one is going to be bored enough to visit and find I'm on here blogging away. Back to my old self.

But until then... I'm just going to keep searching for the pieces.

2 comments:

DC said...

Take as long as you need Melly.

:)

Angie said...

It's understandable with what you have been through. I can't wait for your return. I really enjoy reading your blogs.