Broken

I'm a bad blogger. I am. I keep saying I'm back and then I just disappear again. I'm sorry. I love this blog. I do. But I just lost something last year that I can't seem to get back again.

There were many more interviews I planned to do and ideas that just got lost. That's where I am right now. Lost.

My mind kept telling me I was fine and ready to get back to what I was doing before I lost so much, but then I just find myself sliding right back down. I'm still broken.

That's not to say I can't find my way out of this. There's still a spark there. I'm just waiting for it to grow back into that fire that used to blaze through me.

It will happen again. It's just going to take time.

I'm sure many people have given up on this blog and I don't blame them. But if you're still around, and still reading this, then thank you. I appreciate it. And one day some one is going to be bored enough to visit and find I'm on here blogging away. Back to my old self.

But until then... I'm just going to keep searching for the pieces.

This is a test....only a test.

I'm trying to see if I can merge my love (obsession) of Facebook with this blog. That way I can have a little of both worlds! I've decided to import my blog entries to my Melanie Anderson fan page. I was thinking of importing it to my personal account, but since that is a mix of business and pleasure, I decided to go this route instead. Why do you care? You probably don't. I'm just rambling. That's what I do on a nice Saturday afternoon when I should be outside.

Ok, that's all I have to say today. Just remember if you want to be my "fan" on Facebook, just click on this: Melanie Anderson.

I hope everyone is having a great weekend!